Friday, August 31, 2012

achy breaky heart

and now that is stuck in your head too!

just remember that you had fair warning before you started reading...
the boy
biggers
a month gone by
and suddenly he is on the west coast
really
the point where his
vision quest
started and now stops

when did this all happen
where was i when he was growing
up?

and the girl, wee...
sixteen came on like a raging bull
a speeding bullet train
faster than a hummingbird's wing
16

littlest
well littlest hasn't done anything except grow 6 total inches
this summer
that and sleep
his good humor bridging all the moments that aren't so lovely
when you are heaped into massive
change

*sigh*
exhausting this parenting thing is
and
terribly achy breaky
i'm almost so spent from missing days in the life
that i don't have the energy to cry

and what i need is
a really
great
cry

umarmen und lieben
essie